Why now?!

So as everyone knows i am trying to build my wardrobe. And i really dont have any cash at all right now (well maybe i have like $50.... if i am lucky) And i saw something:

http://www.mbok.jp/item/item_108044025.html 

I know its not the parfiat jsk but its in black and has the matching hairbow and everything. Its probably as close to the BLACK parfait jsk i will ever get... But it would be just as great and its made of pure love!

then i saw this

http://www.mbok.jp/item/item_108295771.html

the sleeping beauty jsk. for less that usual.

And then the dress i have been waiting to see again for months!!!!

http://www.mbok.jp/item/item_108295771.html I just love AP so much, it fits like a dream and its always so decorative...

I also spotted a parfait jsk in white, but i KNOW the price will sky rocket i still wish i had the money to even try to get it though...

AND!!!! a BUNNY MANTLE!!! IN WHITE!!!! OMG THEY ONLY SOLD THIS ONE IN STORES AND IT SOLD OUT ON PRESALE!!

http://www.mbok.jp/item/item_108143375.html

Okay  i am freaking out. time to go sell my blood.

Its like, "lol, you pay rent and car insurance tomorrow!! and now everything you have been coveting is up for grabs and youuuuuu cant have it!!!"

btw i also saw the red dress i love so much. ;;

how can i make like $700 in little to no time at all?

its that dress again!

ZOMG and its in PINK

http://www.mbok.jp/item/item_107098760.html

and that plaid jsk showed up again too...

http://www.mbok.jp/item/item_107400643.html

and.. i saw this light blue mantle that i adore

http://www.mbok.jp/item/item_107354324.html

ofcourse it would be like a bajillion times better in white but i love bunny eared mantles like that.....

L.. is for the way...

Life stresses, me!

So the other night when i came home from closing at work i stepped in a puddle of water. didnt think to much of it at first and toweled it up and went to bed. The next morning the entier kitchen was flooded. Some internal plumbing is messed up and so out sink island thingie has been torn apart and out electricity/water was off that whole day. Then i went to work. When i got in there JAMAAL yelled at me. Who the hell does he think he is to talk to me like that? He's technically bellow me. Well i had a 4 hour shift that day and had to do all of his work plus all my closing stuff. Yeah, great... :/

Today wasnt any better at work. I dont have to much to say about it all though

heres how i'm spending that birthday money

I went and i looked for dresses i could afford with my birthday money. Ofcourse now that i've spent said cash i see the parfait jsk i wanted for a VERY reasonable price and i dont have the cash. Yeah, thanks world for doing that to me. But this is what i got instead:

A chococip cookie OP and the matching bow (if the seller can find it)

A Baby The Stars Shine Bright Jsk, the same thing  goes with the headbow with this one too.

I am slowly but surely building my wardrobe! I might want to invest in seperates later on...

oh blah...

I always feel like i honestly dotn fit in with my friends because i dont do the following things they do:

1. smoke. and by thins i mean smoke anything at all.

2. drink alcohol.

3. party.

4. go out whenever i feel like it.

5. sleep around with whoever i like.

Why are all my friends my complete opposites?